Every drug addict has tried several times to quit drugs because deep down every consumer or addict wishes that he can give up these toxins and live a clean life.
But, we often find ourselves bargaining with ourselves, having a small negotiation; like saying: "I'll quit next week"; even tho we all know that one week of taking drugs is like going 10 steps down; 10 days of feeling miserable, powerless, and hopeless!
Another form of bargaining is saying to ourselves:
Okay, I'll quit drugs, but at least I have to take my last shot"
This last shot is an illusion every addict creates for himself, and the reason why you get back to drugs a hundred times after a hundred "last shots" is; that you still aren't aware that drugs have destroyed your life, memories, and relationships, health, and well-being.
Drugs have wasted your life, and you only have what is remaining, will you allow drugs to take what is remaining??